I’m sitting outside, stealing Starbucks wifi, sippin’ on my coffee (basic I know, but what do you want from me?), trying to figure out the perfect way to translate what’s in my head onto the screen in front of me. There’s about a thousand and one ways I can word what I want to say and I still can’t seem to find what I’m looking for. So maybe today isn’t the day I tell you my story or what I had to go through to become who I am today – I’m interrupting this very meaningful conversation we are about to have to let you know that I just witnessed the hipster of all hipsters walk in to Starbucks, like I thought I had seen one before but wow.. you sir have really outdone yourself – anyways back to what I was saying. I can’t quite find the words yet to relay my message to you today so I guess this is just an intro. Yes, you did just take five minutes of your day to read a buildup that lead to an “I don’t think it’s the time” but you know what it’s my website so I can do whatever the fuck I want, sorry bout’ it. BUT because I’m a good person and I don’t want you to have completely wasted your time this next part does have some value in it; or at least I hope it will, I haven’t gotten there yet so I’m about as lost as you are. No I’m not going to share with you today what I thought I was going to but I am here to say that it’s coming. I don’t really expect you to be interested in it but if you are I hope when I do share it will reach at least one person that needs to hear it. It’s taken me 10 years to feel ready enough to have this conversation so if you think you’re waiting for it I know how you feel. It all hit me recently that the real way to help people and add value to the universe is to be honest. like 100%. Like the most blunt ever. It’s not always easy but nothing great ever comes easy. This is kind of a selfish post, what I really want to say is I’m ready. I’m ready to start being completely transparent in hopes that it makes at least someone feel like they aren’t alone and being able to say I’m ready is huge, it’s been a long time coming. So yeah, maybe I just completely wasted your time with this one but to me this is a big moment. Like I said, not everything is about you all the time. If you’re upset this one wasn’t for you get your own fucking website. HAPPY MONDAY. Til next time, Keep Flying.
-Sierra (AKA: Little Miss Gains)